Below are the 18 most recent journal entries recorded in mikeisanig's LiveJournal:

Tuesday, September 4th, 2007
9.4.07 - 9.00pm	I Really Hope... I will not be alone all this year, but it seems like its going to be exactly like last year.... sweet. haha. Current Mood: indifferent
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Saturday, June 2nd, 2007
6.2.07 - 4.46pm	fuck i hate finals. i hate stress. i hate people having sex, because I'M NOT!
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Tuesday, May 22nd, 2007
5.22.07 - 7.41pm	i know. i am going to be alone for a long time. cool.....
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Sunday, May 6th, 2007
5.6.07 - 11.44pm	Uhm...Where are my emotions???? I really think that I don't care about anything anymore. ITS SO WIERD. Family...DON'T CARE ANYMORE! Friends...DON'T CARE ANYMORE! Having Sex...DON'T CARE ANYMORE! School...DON'T CARE ANYMORE! How I look...DON'T CARE ANYMORE! Its like I'm not really living. It feels like I'm just ridding the line. I need someone to change this... Current Mood: cold Current Music: Dr. Dre
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Wednesday, March 28th, 2007
3.28.07 - 9.33pm	I wish things with us were the same, but I need to move on. I would, but I can't find someone.
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Wednesday, December 27th, 2006
12.27.06 - 10.59pm	i'm lonely. find someone to fall inlove with me. and plan!
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Sunday, December 24th, 2006
12.24.06 - 8.34pm	1. I need to get laid. 2. I need a cigarette. i got called beautiful that kinda made my couple of days, but its fading i need a cigarette.
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Monday, December 11th, 2006
12.11.06 - 9.44pm	can somebody find someone for me to fall inlove with... find someone who might kinda care about me. not just use me. not just be a dick to me. not just ruin my life. not just live me. not just not talk to me. I WANT SOMEONE TO LOVE && LOVE ME! =[
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Thursday, December 7th, 2006
12.7.06 - 10.43pm	fuck its sad to read people saying i love blah blah. all i want to is be with blah blah. we love each other blah blah. i have only been fucked over && just take it and just pretend it has never happend things are starting to get to me. starting to eat me inside. i am a whore. its gross. i can't believe the shit i have done for attention or what i thought "love" well look where its got me. sitting here alone. feeling sorry for myself. its disgusting. today is my last day of being dissapointed. i am not going to look for anything out of life so i will never be dissapointed and everything will be ok. so thats my plan...
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12.7.06 - 3.03pm	i am going to go crazy if i don't get messed up or fucked tomorrow. i will have an emotional break down. everything i keep inside will come out. i will tell EVERYONE what i really think about them. i am emotional unstable. haha. i will prbb post another. because i will change people. seriously i am not kidding. i'm crazy. i have like 5 different personalities. its crazy inside of my head. only sex or alchol can settle me down... Current Mood: crazy
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Wednesday, December 6th, 2006
12.6.06 - 9.31pm	brand new makes everything better. well i am so sad that they are seeing other guys, but i have seen other people. but it hurts sooo bad. i can't stop crying...
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Monday, December 4th, 2006
12.4.06 - 10.50pm	i'm trying to find someone new, but its hard. its hard to find someone who can fill your shoes. who will let me talk && you will listen. someone who i would do anything for. someone who cares about me. someone i can have fun with. someone who gives me all the attention i need. which is hard... someone who makes me feel amazing. someone who makes me sad when we don't talk. someone who i just amazing. i look && search. i still haven't found anyone like you. i don't know if i was inlove because we only really started, but the idea of what we might of have is what i miss. i think i will find it... but i hope soon. its lonely. but i think i will find someone. lets just hope soon before i breakdown && kill everyone && go crazy. i'm lonely... Current Mood: lonely
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Thursday, November 30th, 2006
11.30.06 - 5.43pm	Life is so confusing right now. I don't know whats really confusing me. Its so wierd. I don't feel like anything I have done or anything is real. It feels like I have just imagined it all, but the scary thing is its all true. I feel so disgusting when I think of some of the stuff I have done. I never thought that I would do some of the things I have done, but when I do them I don't feel like I'm doing anything bad. I think I'm crazy. I have multipule personalities, because there is a half of me who things that shit that I have done is ok... ugh. Why can't I just be normal?! Why do I need to have attention?! Why can't answer my own question?! Ok now there is a part of me that is laughing at myself for being an emotional lil bitch. haha. Well I might be going to therpie for my "eatting disorder"! I'm missing someone ALOT. Well I wouldn't be able to get threw this without my friends Grace, Allyssa, Amanda, Steph, Cait, && Brittani. These people seem like the only people I can stand right now. Well there are some other people, but whatever. <333
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Tuesday, November 21st, 2006
11.21.06 - 5.56pm	its hard when you think trust people, but then they tell people stuff about you that were supposted to be a secret. i wouldn't be upset if it was a friend of mine or atleast someone who i like. i still can't believe you had her on the other line! i thought you cared about her. nope all you want is a piece of ass. that you said you would never date. you disgust me. its disgusting. everything that has happenend is disgusting... it always seems when I'm happy something comes up that changes it. my mom said if i don't do better in school && if i don't stop being late for my classes && stop skipping that i am going to have to go back to OLL. =/ its hard to move on from someone. when you get someone new its hard to like them, because you still think of them...
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Sunday, November 19th, 2006
11.19.06 - 10.33pm	ughhhhhhhhh. this sucks i was almost ovoer it but then it all came back. fuck it, but i love it. but i can't thats what sucks.
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Saturday, November 18th, 2006
11.18.06 - 10.21pm	everyone is an asshole! except my best friends!@
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Friday, November 17th, 2006
11.17.06 - 5.57pm	Waiting... for allyssa to get off work &&& taco bell. grace is all up in my grilllllll ARGGGG. HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
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11.17.06 - 4.13pm	this was writtin by michael && allyssa.
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